I think it is time to prehaps resurect this blog. I’ve spent a long time away from here, and from the world of D/s in general, struggling with depression, work load, and the fustrations of my body so I think it is time to pick journaling once more.
The time comes when an outlet is needed, we shall see how I make use of this going forward.
It’s has been a bit more than a week, perhaps 10 days since the reconnect. Like no time has passed between us, yet things are different, we both are wary of burning to hotly, too brightly and being consumed by the intensity of it all. Yet it is still there smoludering just below the surface ready to flare in a microsecond.
Today even more so and perhaps it is more than just the connection, this side of me has been neglected for some time and it wants out. The Dom side, the sadist, the Beast wants out, needs an outlet, a way other than just being in my head to express some of this.
Do I dive into writing stories again? Is writing erotica enough anymore?